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豁然开朗的阴晴天

12/06 2007, 星期四 08:33

周二，开完社团的例会，知道了11月的报纸是2007年最后一期。这是自从9月份以来加入到五月芽以来第二次参与报纸的新闻采写工作。说到年终因为学习压力，没有时间在倒腾我们的爱好时，我看着她们不禁觉得很悲伤，就像前年冬天，想起一系列难受的事情那样。《五月芽》在我加入到他以后，变得越来越有“独立”的意味。当然，我要说的重点不是这个。例会完后，觉得自己很对不起那些朋友的期望，我觉得辜负了她们。我独自找到东琴，说了下我的想法，说是自我检讨，但也没那么深刻。我只是很想交流。

晚上7点，下着小雨很冷，我走出办公室之前，很猛烈地吸了两只烟。然后站在一排只有最外面亮着的一盏路灯下，我和她说了很多。说到了我写稿很少，说到了我的感情困惑，说到了我做班委工作的一系列涉及到学业成绩的问题。我发现聊到最后，这些问题最终的指向都是交流。我和别人交流得太少，仅仅局限在自己的思维模式里想着很多奇怪的事情。

感情的困惑，在和东琴聊过她对感情的看法后，我觉得突然豁然开朗。原来并不是只有我是孤单的一个人在困惑，原来她也困惑过。

“我们无非是需要一个听你说话的人，而你又希望那个人是你觉得最适合做你的倾听者。在大学里，这样的人一般是异性朋友。恋爱往往从这时候开始萌芽。对于我的具体情况，问题是在于你开始并没有把她作为朋友来相处，交往的动机很不纯粹，目的性很强。那你想获得她对你信任，她的好感，你的做法和效果往往是适得其反。”

在豁然开朗的一瞬间，我突然明白了我想要得是什么。

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